12/14/2019 9:18 pm

Hello diary. I haven't been very active these past few days, but i've decided to tel lyou the very bad news.

We put my cat down this afternoon.

He was 18, so he lived a very long life. we've had him since he was a kitten, so he was older than me.

i don't want to talk too much about what happened because i don't want to start crying again, but i gave him a lot of kisses and hugs before he left. He was fully sedated so he could still hear us but he could also stay calm.

He suffered from kidney disease for a large majority of his life, and it all finally caught up to him. He began to rapidly lose weight, and soon he was just skin and bones. It was for the best, but it hurt.

thoughts: Rest well my sweet prince. I love you.

12/11/2019 5:47 pm

hello again diary!! i haven't been in a very good mood these past few days. i think ive been dissociating a lot, and it will probably happen a lot more in the coming days.

but my friends were able to comfort me and cheer me up a little bit. im still tired though.

maybe things will get better soon. i hope so.

thoughts: i hope things get easier

12/10/2019 8:46 pm

i caught my first shiny during thanksgiving break. I named them after my best friend.

one of my favorite pokemon is trubbish. i love them.

thoughts: theres a lot going on right now

12/10/2019 4:12 pm

hello! my name is katriel. This entry is my test entry to make sure everything is working properly (headings, paragraphs, images, etc...). My diary will mostly be me talking about how my day was. I'll most likely update it daily, but sometimes i might update multiple times a day if something happens!

by reading my diary, you'll be able to learn a whole lot about me, from my interests to my personal life. I want to be open and honest (it is my diary after all lol) but there will be things that i may not talk about, or i may suddenly talk about things that make no sense. Please do not get upset. I am trying my best!!

thats all i have to say for now! enjoy this dancing parappa :]

parappa is the only boy allowed

thoughts: it's been raining all day. i think i'd like to go walk around on the wet grass barefoot. that sounds nice to me.